Friday, October 13, 2006 12:13 AM
baby, why would you hurt me so long? sadness is the only clue that you have given me, everyday i love you and yet all i got back was" my thinking is different from you". if i ask, would you say yes? you are not the only who got hurt, i got hurt too. whatever your friends say, you will do to suit them. but whatever i say, you will argue all the way. i felt that i'm not even a friend to you.

perhaps like what you say, i'm selfish? because all i thought of is just me? i lost everything because of you. and now, you want to get rid of me by asking me to go back to my own life? ya, this is what i told you about. pretending that you do not know me, and just get on with your life. this will be good for all of you. thank you for allowing me to pass by all your lifes. now i get to know more about the different characters of different people.

since when did i think that you are troublesome? everytime you want to tell me what's in your heart, i'm always there. and you did not tell me, just because you have a good reason behind.

i've no mood to study right now, is all because of the memories that i recalled this afternoon when i was listening to the song HURT. the lyrics is really very touching and i just could not stop imagining about how is it like if i hadnt misunderstood her letter. perhaps, things will never happen like this. the lyrics is what i wanted to tell you. another song that i want to dedicate to you, is zui jin by lee sheng jie. is my heart desire.

i just want to tell you, everyday, i love you.